3 am, T-26

I'll probably regret this tomorrow but I'll write a  short post anyway.

I was praying isha and I was making dua to Allah. I admit that I have been questioning the tenets of my religions.. some of them doesn't make sense to me. BUT, I am certain that GOD is real and there is only ONE GOD worthy of worship. 

Long story short, I was asking for certain things from God. And I kept saying, God, I know I've been lax lately.. but I know you are real. So I'll ask from you because if anything only you can grant me wishes. 

I remembered the story of Ibrahim. He was raised in a community that practice idolatry. But through his logic, he found God. He was smart. He was observant. He found God.

So sekarang tiba2 nak namakan anak laki aku Ibrahim hahah